dont let it stress you out. you cant learn everything at once. my teacher told me at the start to focus on a couple of rudiments at once but he showed me the 40 rudiments to have an idea of them but told me not to bother learning them all together (its just too much) pick one at a time mate.
what you are doing is really good, focus on those rudiments and just have an idea of the others and play one or two of them sometimes to start getting a feel for them like 5 and 7 stroke or whatever.
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