I have a problem that i believe is extremely common, i have been drumming for 6 years now with a lot of passion, i can mimmick guys like mike portnoy and travis barker, i can perfectly execute countless polyrhythms, the 26 great rudiments,all uncommon time signatures , heel/toe technique and groove and keep time very well, my huge downfall is i cannot read and i know it is the difference between proffessionalism and nothing (in my eyes). i cant afford drumming lessons, please give me some advice, i want the fluency of derrek roddy and bobby jarzombek